'mediaListEntry' inside media relations of 'MediaListCollection' returning none/null even when the media is present in authenticated user's media list

[purpleblueslime]

mediaListEntry inside media relations of MediaListCollection returning none/null even when the media is present in authenticated user's media list

query {
  MediaListCollection(userName:"nomming", type:ANIME) {
    lists {
      entries {
        media {
          relations {
            edges {
              node {
                mediaListEntry {
                  id
                } 
              }
            }
          }
        }
      }
    }
  }
}

and yes im authenticated correctly, i made double sure query{Viewer{name}} (it gave me my username so theres nothing wrong there)